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yeah i'm going insane.
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
so i realise
we are so different.
or rather, have become so different.
not our personalities per se, but the lives we've become accustomed to living by.
it's always difficult to admit when something's changed, especially when we don't particularly embrace the change, which is usually most of the time anyway.
but i'll admit it now, that i've indeed changed. my mindset, my lifestyle, my preferences, my dislikes, my behaviour, everything's changed. and i'll be lying if i said i don't welcome it. because in some ways, i do welcome it.
yep, my friends say i'm boring, and bored most of the time, and don't get me wrong, they're half right. truth is, my life bores me, but life doesn't. in fact i have such a hard time keeping up with life that i find i'm constantly left behind on experiences that i should be having, thus my life that bores me.
and as i'm forced to grow up and older everyday, i realise you don't, although you think you do. and it grates against my nerves, every single time. or i could just be jealous.
we're never objective when we look at ourselves (although i pride myself in being extremely objective when it comes to matters pertaining to self). but i find that the lives we lead now are so different, that at times, you're just like a child to me.
and so when adult situations come my way (and i don't mean porno sits okay), you don't understand, and start to form opinions, that honestly, baffle me. when did you become me and decide what was stupid for me to do?
ah well. life.
or rather, have become so different.
not our personalities per se, but the lives we've become accustomed to living by.
it's always difficult to admit when something's changed, especially when we don't particularly embrace the change, which is usually most of the time anyway.
but i'll admit it now, that i've indeed changed. my mindset, my lifestyle, my preferences, my dislikes, my behaviour, everything's changed. and i'll be lying if i said i don't welcome it. because in some ways, i do welcome it.
yep, my friends say i'm boring, and bored most of the time, and don't get me wrong, they're half right. truth is, my life bores me, but life doesn't. in fact i have such a hard time keeping up with life that i find i'm constantly left behind on experiences that i should be having, thus my life that bores me.
and as i'm forced to grow up and older everyday, i realise you don't, although you think you do. and it grates against my nerves, every single time. or i could just be jealous.
we're never objective when we look at ourselves (although i pride myself in being extremely objective when it comes to matters pertaining to self). but i find that the lives we lead now are so different, that at times, you're just like a child to me.
and so when adult situations come my way (and i don't mean porno sits okay), you don't understand, and start to form opinions, that honestly, baffle me. when did you become me and decide what was stupid for me to do?
ah well. life.
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