yes the ahlian in me emerges every now and then, with loud hurls of "walan eh" or "nabei cheeee hong". can't run from my neighbourhood school roots can i?
anyhoo, this space has been empty for a while i know, but i've been so busy with work and life that i tend to neglect this front. many things have happened but like, who reads this blog anyway?
but i am feeling rather sian (i couldn't think of a better word) today. it's that time of month, you know, the bleeding from my vag, and also, i miss that big lug in melbourne. he was supposed to come home on tuesday but noooooo. i have to wait a whole month more *whines*
it's kinda weird to have that whole 'girlfriend' label again. sometimes i forget what's the supposed right behaviour and what's the norm when one is in a relationship. i mean, what constitutes clingy and what exactly crosses boundaries? of course the obvious stuff like getting cosy with other boys is well, obviously crossing it but what about other stuff?
oh well.
i'm just happy that i can be comfortable in my own skin (beneath the layers of fat) and that i'm appreciated every now and then. and that i have good friends. and a job. and funny colleagues. and yoga class. a lovable dog. awesome brothers. my ipod. God (this is in no order of preference bro, we still tight). a comfy bed. air conditioning. a macbook that still works when there's power plugged in. nice fingers. chocolate. eclipse.
yup. i should be appreciative.
