i have many irrational fears.
the kinds that cause people to accuse me of being crazy when i share it with them, but to me, it's all too real. maybe i'm paranoid, lack confidence, or am just silly. but no fear is formed based on something groundless right?
perhaps over the years i've been conditioned to believe certain things, and that maybe at this point, they become very apparent to me. i feel stupid, but i don't feel like i've gone completely mad yet. there is certain truth to what i feel, and i feel absolutely awful about it. yet i can't tell anyone because then they'd say i'm stupid, silly, paranoid, crazy, a moron, blablabla.
sigh. when did it become so hard.
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